Originally Posted by
BrendaChenowyth 
Bulldog, I think I understand, but I'm not sure... Do you feel that this move is something you have earned through hard work? Do you *know* that you deserve the good things you attain in life?
Could your anxiety be because you're still looking back on your old life with guilt and perhaps shame.. Are you looking at what is before you and comparing it to the pain in your past? You're doing yourself a massive disservice.
no, i think i'm over that part of my life. some of the things i had to do in my life is what was required of me to survive. i no longer carry shame or guilt for that in any way.