here's the short version......i contacted an old friend of mine who is a real estate agent about moving to a much larger home. The bottom line is my wife and i decided we need a few more bedrooms and some land.
the good news is it's totally doable...So why do i feel....well...off?
i WANT to move.
yet, i woke up this morning, antsy, anxious, and feeling without purpose. just...off...not really to the point of an urge....but very close to feeling like i could be having an urge and that's something really foreign to me at almost 9 months.
As close to death as i came this time i HAVE to stay vigilant. There is no room for complacency in any way.
i don't understand what i'm feeling.
any insight would be greatly appreciated.