rehab Sherab...HELP WITH choices!
Really struggling.
I'm in the UK. We got loan of 7k for rehab. It's in my bank account right now. But I am struggling to pick a place!
Some home truths:
I want to quit drinking everyday.
I fail everyday.
Have 7k to pay for rehab. Unlikely to ever get the money again!
Access is a big part of my issues.
I want to quit everyday, but if i have the means I WILL drink.
I want quit drinking. I'm failing to see how I can do it. At the end of the day, I feel better when I drink. I'm smarter, more social, and more career minded. I say that and yet. my husband is sick of me and my job is on tenderhooks.
A part of me thinks it' might just be easier to kill myself. I'm so tired of being a failure. I am failing at everything I do.
We have a loan of 7K. It's all we could get to fund a 28 day program.
I am absolutely terrified to pick the right place. Have two options:
Providence project. Allows us some extra money to pay off debts incurred due to my irresponsibility. I can't post due to limits. But It's Providence Project UK
Blue Skies: Does not leave us any room. Husband thinks, because it's more expensive it MUST be better. I can't post due to limits but it's Blue Skies Farnham rehab.
Both are quasi residential.
Terrified of making the wrong decision.
Would be nice to know any one's experiences.