That's most frightening aspect of my alcoholism blackouts.
Mine started at an early age of my drinking especially where hard liquor was concerned. I tried to convince myself drinking beer I could maintain.
The worst part of having a black out was I had no defense for myself .
I'm grateful I never killed anyone while driving.
It doesn't matter, drinking daily, binge drinking or the out of control drinking once a year at New Year's Eve. It's all the same for me, one drink was too many and a hundred wasn't enough