Originally Posted by
sadsadgirl I just don't like AA, it makes me worse. I end up obsessing about not working my program well enough because I don't feel as enlightened as other people do. I'm more aligned to the AVRT way of thinking. I feel like a fraud going to AA meetings
those enlightened more than likely only became enlightened through the process of working the steps. theres people with much less time than I that are more enlightened than me.
I may not be where I want to be but im glad im not where I was.
if you obsess about not working AA's program well enough, what would keep you from obsessing about not working AVRT well enough?