I hope you are starting to feel stronger in the family home and would suggest that you change your number and set up a protection order before returning to your apartment.
If you can stay with your parents, work a bit and attend the lovely meetings nearby it will give you breathing space to calm down and become stronger before returning home where you are at your most vulnerable.
Please reach out to those who can help to make your no contact resolve be strong and please understand that the 'mental health issue' this person has is not being acknowledged by the very person suffering from the 'disease of addiction' and his choice is to ignore the possibility that it even exists!!
You are leading the way in how the future will be for you.
Seek help for your own issues before you begin to even attempt to help anyone else, please don't lose anymore of yourself to this person who is NOT WORTHY.
Talk and connect with others, share your experience, you are not alone, learn to become braver and stronger everyday and keep up the good work xx big hugs xx
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