Ann- the rough bits are more smootherer now. Some days I think I could think about the possibility of being happy somedays. Of course early recovery has to be all pain, fire and brimstone- you know, where I get to write gut wrenching rap words on a dark alley sidewalk on the back of a napkin. Where I can converse with the Delhi Lama and win. Gifts I have and am finding.
9insert GIANT smiley face here).