Hey guys. Also new to this site. Any help will be beneficial right now I'm just looking to talk to people as much as possible because that's what I find helps right now. I had an on again off again relationship with pain killers but the on again part recently took a toll on my fiancé ... Well ex fiancé now. And I never had any consequences from taking these pills until I realized how much I was hurting not just myself but her as well. We have an 8 month old son and are still in the same house but she wants nothing to do with me st this point as she thinks it is a revolving door I will just go back to. Any advice would be great I'll be checking in