Originally Posted by
Frickaflip233 
Nope that prayer is pretty much a basic design for living. If I'm honest most of my struggles are when I'm, in some way, not focusing on what I have control over. The drama, chaos, bs that I've had in my life? Aside from the childhood abuse and neglect, I've pretty much created the rest. I love chaos. And drama. It gave me 'something' to obsess about. Its all fun and games until its not.
I understand the prayer and what it does, and it has worked wonders in my life, I used to say it before getting out of my car at work and I felt protected.. But right now, I'm grieving and a lot of things are falling short. Time is going to be the only thing that helps.
I need peace more than I need the answers... maybe I'll actually get up and go to church tomorrow
