doggonecarl

Alcohol is a needless expense. Start there. Sobriety is cheaper than alcoholism.

Second, your addiction will do everything in its power to make a bad situation worse. Solution--drink. Drinking has been your coping mechanism. Time to learn to cope with the hardship of life.

Finding a source of income seem paramount. Is part time work in the evening an option?

I am sorry you are going through this. Financial worry sickens me. But it can't undo my recovery. Do what you can to get through the weeks ahead sober, and while sober work on extricating yourself from your present situation.

Good luck.