Thank you for your post. I haven't really thought about support for myself. I just constantly feel like I have to keep it together for everyone else. I manage to hold it together at work then deal with the coke situation after work then go home and try to deal with it myself. I see he's addiction as an illness as where my parents see him as selfish it doesn't mean I agree with the addiction but I understand that he can't stop himself from taking the stuff. I wish there was better help out there for him.