day 32 Facing layers and layers of myself. I think the addiction recovery thing is different for each of us depending on what kinds of stuff we have under all these layers. For me it is intense as these layers of myself unfold and I just have to be kind and forgiving and compassionate with all that I am, and just continue to be proud of myself for doing the work of healing this long standing addiction in which I buried lots of things for years and years. Now emerging to find myself and it isn't always easy. It is not like there is a specific deep trauma or anything, it is more just all the aspects of myself, my ways of handling and dealing with pain and difficult feelings, my relationships, my livelihood and purpose. My health issues. All of those kinds of things.