Originally Posted by
madgirl 
Dee is very patient and helpful - doing great work here.
It felt (feels?) a bit like waking up from The Matrix - like ohhhhhh my goodness I have been so very confused for so long.
Yep and I think I needed to come full circle with problem drinking, long time sobriety and then problem drinking again and now sober again. To see that drinking does NOT work for me. No matter what. I'm a hard headed stubborn mule and sometimes we need to learn from out own stupid mistakes. And for me that took alot of time.