Originally Posted by jnmc1221

I've been trying to stay clean since June. After 60 something days, i relapsed in august, stayed clean for almost 30 days, relapsed, stayed clean 2 weeks, got fired, relapsed and now on day 3. my drug of choice is meth and/or alcohol.

listening to a recovery podcast and the speaker is hilarious - it feels good to laugh but then i start sobbing.

going to a meeting tonight.