laughing makes me cry
I've been trying to stay clean since June. After 60 something days, i relapsed in august, stayed clean for almost 30 days, relapsed, stayed clean 2 weeks, got fired, relapsed and now on day 3. my drug of choice is meth and/or alcohol.
listening to a recovery podcast and the speaker is hilarious - it feels good to laugh but then i start sobbing.
going to a meeting tonight.