hey vic. i totally understand how you feel and at this point im not sure i can give too much advice considering that i too feel the same way. the thing is that its never easy to go threw a move and that fact that we are addicts doesnt make it any easier. have you told the people at the meetings how you feel? maybe they can offer some company. try doing an activity like going bowling or something. i have yet to find the perfect remedy to lonliness so i guess we are both on the search. if you find one let me know k?