4givn, I love the quote in your signature, I so needed that today!!!!
He did stay away, finally and.... Okay, let me preface the following. I know this is sick, I know this is AV, I know this is my hurt inner child who has just watched yet another surrogate father figure walk away....
Actually... that prefaces nothing, because that was like a giant gut punch... Maybe I will talk more about this tomorrow.
I am sober. See you on day 68.