Vic, that sucks. I'm sorry you're having a hard time.
I just had an incredible sadness wash over me. I had been looking at this website of a guy that I was very much in love with. I haven't thought of him in a long time and the sight of him jarred me pretty badly. That pain is just searing through me right now and I find myself wishing I had a pill to take to make it go away. That's always been my solution, but now I must find something different.
Work through it, and just keep going no matter what. Somehow things pass, even if it seems like they won't.