The dr at Kaisers chemical dependency department told me I had two options. Have an abortion or go on methadone. I don't want to do either so I'm going to do a quick taper and go cold turkey. I don't want to miscarry but I also don't want to have an abortion so if I miscarry that's just what's going to happen and if I don't then I have a drug free pregnancy. Tomorrow hopefully I can get into to see my obgyn for a second opinion. I'll keep you posted incase you want to know or someone reads this in the future. Thanks!