. . . Say, isn't obsessing and relapse self-torture? If not all substance abuse?
I'm finding that once I've truly decided . . . then self-torture stops.
As I enjoy a MUCH BETTER LIFE.
I've endured some past horrible injury pains, and find 'temptation pain' incomparable, and then easier to quickly dismiss. But only with a clear mind.
For many years I've welcomed sleep and dreams with about 10-30 mg of Melatonin before bed. I love feeling falling asleep quickly. The night is for letting go to complete rest.
Then awakening profoundly restored. . . that's the daily addiction that I want.
Free Peace