New Life
I've posted on this forum before, Hi again.
I feel alone with my problems, I hope it's OK to post here about my problems. Not looking for help or support exactly, just want to start moving forward.
Ive got 3 days of a postgraduate degree to go, every step has been difficult. I did this degree to help myself to escape from my parent and help and support myself. I am tired and so relieved my degree is so close to finished.
I have Major Depression, was hospitalised for it in past. I live with a parent who at different times has been diagnosed with C-PTSD, Bipolar 2, and BPD. I drink to cope with my parent, who I find to be constantly confusing.
If I could get through one week without drinking, starting tomorrow, that would be great! I am really stressed out at the moment which makes me afraid I'll drink, but alcohol has just become a real problem for me. I don't enjoy it anymore, and I think it's started to give me nightmares.
Thanks