The party is over. I was debating back and forth for quite awhile. I looked inside me and I decided what I wanted to do. I didn't look out outside reinforcements. I decided I really didn't want to spend the day with those people. As harsh as that sounds.
It was my birthday weekend and I spent a day with my matron of honor. She lives out of town and we don't get a chance to see each other very often. I enjoyed myself without a drop of alcohol.
When I came home with the children. H had consumed a six pack at least and said I should do this more often.