Originally Posted by
LadyBug66 
This has been the only recovery program I have used. I truly don't want to do AA in my town.
AA is but one of a whole host of possible recovery programs out there. Even if you wanted to try AA without going to local meetings there are online meetings.
Point being...most of us didn't "want" to do any recovery program at first. I know I didn't, because it meant that I had to admit/accept my addiction was real. But at the end of the day, you get exactly as much back out of your recovery as you put into it, right?