people who stuck around me while I was drinking, bringing me booze, nursing me after a spree, and making excuses for me were literally loving me to death.
". The problem I'd have if I did decide to leave is that it would feel like I would be giving up on her that and the results of the break up could make her situation even worse."
the people that walked away from me while I was drinking-imo, that was the smartest move they made for themselves.
sticking around me, I was only going to drag them down with me.
and everyone that walked away from me? not one of them was powerful enough to make my situation worse. that was my own doing.
and I was the one responsible for me getting me out of the hole I dug.