Originally Posted by Noproblem92
I am having a hard time arguing with myself as to whether I have a problem or not.
This "being of two minds" you describe here is the hallmark of addiction. I completely understand that feeling...having a part of me that wanted to drink and a part of me that did not. One part of me will win out...which part did I want to be in charge of my life?
It doesn't matter whether other people think you have a problem with alcohol or not. You know full well that alcohol is causing you serious problems. Any thoughts otherwise are simply excuses from your "other part" designed to keep you drinking. That's all you need to know.