Hey Vic- Try your very best to beat the drug. Don't let it beat you. Take it ONE day at a time. Don't think of the long run. It's like when you climb a hill or stair case. You are looking down at one stair at a time or one step at a time cause if you look up those stairs or hill, boy won't it get a lot harder. You keep walking and taking steps and before you know it you will be there. Just get through today and tonight. When tomorrow comes, get through that. Use ALL that you have. All the sources and tools. Feeling lonely is scary, but talk to recovering people who understands. Don't ever sit there and listen to your mind too long cause your mind will be playing tricks on you. I will take time to learn a new way. Vic, try to be patient and don't panic. In life, you will NEVER always feel comfortable. Welcome to the REAL world. Hang in there