Hi Vic,
I guess I would say you just need a little patience Vic. You haven't been in your new place long and it takes awhile before you can feel really comfortable. How about concentrating on fixing up your place, finding furniture and things you need to make it feel like home. And how about exercise - do you walk/hike/bike or anything that will get your moving. Another thing that is good is volunteering. It's a great way to meet new people and you can feel like you're doing something positive. There are always lots of organizations in every city that need help in a variety of ways.
I'm so glad you stayed strong last night!
Love, Anna