Hey Vic,
I am sorry that you are feeling down. I have struggled with the feeling of not belonging for most of my life, I think many of us do.The disease wants us to feel that way. That feeling was one of the major reasons for my using,you know? The thing is you do belong and I am glad you are here sharing your recovery with us. This too shall pass (( Vic )). You are so not alone.
Bless, Trish