Originally Posted by
letsdance 
I am married, have a child, i know i have a good life but i cant seem to see that. Is it all because of alcohol? Can i really have a good life, if i just stopped?
Yes, but you won't know it until after you do quit drinking. From within the bubble of addiction, life appears to not be worth living at all without the drink. This is only an illusion, created by the addiction.
In the worst case scenario, you won't make your life any worse for yourself and your family by generating new problems from drinking, or by destroying hard-won gains every so often.