My life is out of control
I am not new but not was not sure where to post this. I feel like i am on a downward spiral. My life is such a mess. I quit my job which was not the best job anyway but now i am regretting it. I have no direction in life. Im 35 and going nowhere! The worst part is i am afraid all the bad things going on in my life are a result of my drinking. I have not been clear headed for yrs! I am so lost. I keep trying to stop drinking and i just cant. I always fall back on it. I get stressed and go right to the bottle. I am married, have a child, i know i have a good life but i cant seem to see that. Is it all because of alcohol? Can i really have a good life, if i just stopped?