Charlie - Quitting drink is fight that you will need to throw in all you got or it will knock you back down. Just don't give up is the important thing and you need to stop the drinking. Sad if you would go, but Dee is right, you need to do what you think is best. My opinion is to stay. You are part of the group.
We may fall, but we will get back up and continue the fight. For we choose to live!!!