Morning Everyone!
Hey Charlie, you don't need to get your head around not drinking again. Just focus on not drinking.
As the days turn into weeks, weeks into months gradually you'll stop thinking about it. I know I was frightened when the realisation first struck me that maybe I wouldn't drink again but gradually you get used to the idea and when the alcohol effect wears off after three or four months you won't want to go back.
When you drink again you never give yourself a chance to experience what lies on the other side.
Have a great day everyone!