(((Charliesworld)))
The day after I drinked was the worse. I hate that guilty feeling. It will get better and you will start to feel better soon!
Congratulations on the marathon!! I am proud of you for completing it! Do you think drinking the next day may have been self sabatoge? Something to think about it. I think my drinking is self sabatoge.
I first joined the December 2014 class and I got a few sober months and I didn't join another group until this group. Being in a class does help me get off to a good start. I think it would be great to be in a class that is more active like they are at the beginning! That is up to you!! Still would love for you to post here!! Like Dee said there are no rules and you know what is best.
Don't be to hard in yourself. You have had a lot of sober time this year but definitely be careful and nip this before it gets worse.