jimmyc

I've had a terrible chest infection this past week, managed to get a prescription for an inhaler which has been a godsend. I'm so alone. No one really seems to understand me. I'm at rock bottom and not because of alcohol (for once!!)..... I just don't see the point in carrying on. My family don't trust me, everywhere i go there's questions here and there, everything i do is questioned..... I really think I'm ready now. I'm ready to go. I think the world would be better off without me... the NHS, my family and their doubts and worries, my friends (all of 2 of them)...... I just don't know what to do any more. I really think I'm going to go tonight. I really appreciate everyone's help in the past for my problem with alcohol.