I'm so glad you're reaching your 10 months!
I don't remember what I did on my 1 year day, the first go around or the second. Milestones are not good for me to dwell on. For sobriety, it's just today. It's just turned out to be that way for me, but I don't celebrate my own birthday or holidays much either. Sometimes I cook something good.
Whatever you do, the point is that every day you stay off drink & benzos, that's a day more you can claim for yourself instead of losing it to addiction.
