Welcome Mark. I'm glad you realize alcohol is a probem and are seeking help. Having said that, controlled or moderated drinking is not a possibility for an alcoholic. And I'd add that drinking 6 drinks at a setting even on one isolated day is considered binge drinking. Doing so every day could be catastrophic for your health, both mental and physical.
Our forum is dedicated to sobriety and you are always welcome, but we cannot condone or support drinking of any amount