Originally Posted by
Darwinia 
We are all different with our own struggles. Sounds like you are really thinking about this. For me now after 5 months of not drinking it is more difficult. Don't really know when it gets better.
Darwinia,
I was a wreck for over a year. It got a little better each day and today....i really feel like I am mentally at a state of reasonable normalcy.
It was worth the wait. Stay clean.
Are you on any meds? If so....I bet that is part of the issue.