I'm angry I was raised in a religious cult.
I'm angry I don't know God because of that.
Spent a year of my childhood in a cult and still looking for God sometimes. And 30+ years later still having night terrors over it. Know you aren't alone.
I just used to write it out. Then my former sister threw over 20 years of my journals away and ever since I struggle to get thoughts on paper. I'm working on it four years later