It's so good to see you back Chickenlady. I joined about the same time as you started your thread, and I read it daily along with a couple other threads started around that time.
Unfortunately I never really got any real sober time under my belt during your initial days posting, and my drinking actually got a lot worse over the past 2 months.
Seeing your return to SR has given me refreshed hope that I can make the necessary changes to get back on track.
So thank you for posting!