Originally Posted by
Frickaflip233 
Congrats on 5 days. Its very normal to be quite up and down this early on. I'm only 56 days so I relate....we're just newborns! Give your self a break. It helps me to stay present in the moment, not future trip or obsess on results. When I don't feel 'right' or start getting ahead of myself I try to really be grateful for this moment sober, pray for someone in need and try to be grateful for what I have. Do you have any kind of F2F support?
Thank you frika, I've had a lot of stop and breathe moments today, livingin the moment and working hard to be positive is a tough job! I'm still working my happy and grateful mantra. Things could be worse, so I'm happy in my decisions and grateful for all that I have. Many of my friends are disorderd drinkers, so I think I need to make a few new buddies. Lol. That's just how it works.