Hello everyone. I am doing ok. I'm upset that I've gotten myself in this position with kratom but it is what it is I guess.
Even if I thought I could do it, I don't see how it's possible to quit the kratom altogether right now. It's just too much and I've barely been out of bed for two days and I have to get my horses moved. And I feel that I am doing so well with the alcohol taking the kratom away completely right now will cause me to crash. I just don't have it in me right now, and I don't want to relapse because I'm biting off way more than I know I can chew. This withdrawal isn't going to go away in a couple days. Maybe 2-3 weeks. What this little break will do is lower my tolerance significantly so I can taper faster. I also have a doctor appointment tomorrow so I'll see what he thinks too....I'm always quite honest with him.