Day 13
This is my first time posting in the class... I stopped drinking on September 25th. So I just keep wondering when is it going to get better? There's a lot of negatives in my life right now and a lot of uncertainty about my future. Without alcohol to numb everything, they all add up and start to seem insurmountable to the point where I'm reluctant to even start trying to do anything about it. Extreme anxiety and depression, constantly on the verge of tears... It will get better, I know it will, but right now sober living is hard, very hard.
BUT I'm going to stay the course because drinking is a big reason I'm in the situation I'm in. I know it won't get me out of the situation I'm in. Onwards and upwards.
No booze for yours truly.