I know exactly how you feel too! I totally ignored all my bills when i was drinking. Now im suddenly having reality slap me big time in the face with it. Playing catch is hard while at the same time you are trying to get sober and stay sober. Im slowly getting there. Sometimes i just want to have a drink when im looking at those bills but then i think well thats just going to take me back to square one and i will have even more catching up to do. Well keep the faith and don't don't give up!
love,
Kerry