Tati-
I am glad you posted. I am sorry you are still not doing well and in pain from stress and depression. Did you see your doctor the other week?
Can you do something to help with your anger? Like taking a walk or exercise? That helps me with the extra energy I have. I remember you like funny stuff on YouTube. I hope you try that.
It would be great if you did the GED program. I hope you can get excited about it again.
Please use the sucide hotline number if you have those thoughts again. Your life is important. You are here for a reason. I know that sounds like something everyone says but it's true. Keep posting!! Take care of yourself even if it's a small thing at a time. It adds up.