Originally Posted by
BLueWeepingRose 
I believe it's time for me to move out, so I can start my own life and keep myself surrounded by people who actually do deeply care about me.
It's hard to leave what is familiar and easy to us, sometimes because the road ahead seems so difficult. But detachment from a toxic atmosphere can lead us to a life beyond our expectations.
I'm sorry you're struggling and have had such a difficult time, and I pray and hope that you make decisions and take action to find peace and the love that we all deserve.