It's weird.
I am feeling much better now.
But I almost miss that miserable condition I was in on Thursday when I collapsed in bed with terrible fever and slept for 24 hours.
I felt so bad that all that chatter, all the worries in my head were forced out - instincts took over and focused on what mattered.
My body felt terrible, my mind felt relieved.
Now I am sweating all that nonsense again - what to do with old books and other stuff, how to talk to banks, and so on and so far.
My body and mind are back in freaking-functioning mode and I am so tired of this. I almost want my fever back- just to shut everything down and have some real thoughts.
Sao and SW - we are about to have one day of T-shirt weather tomorrow. Maybe I will take a walk.