I'm here.
You aren't alone.. I am having an awful, terrible morning too. I didn't sleep again last night and I had the worst panic attack this morning. It took me down completely for hours. I felt just sheer terror. It was terrible. I haven't had a panic attack like that in a really long time.
I have a bad feeling about today, Dawg.
I am just barely hanging in there right now. By my nails.
I am so, so sorry you are feeling bad, too. I wish I could just wave a magic wand and fix this both for us right now. And there goes the addict in me wanting instant gratification. Wanting it to be ok RIGHT NOW!!
Maybe I'm just not meant to be sober.