Awe Sunflowerlife. That's a lot to deal with
. I'm sorry you are going through this. But you are sober and that is a great start to dealing with all of it!
I just woke up. Only slept in a little today haha. It's another busy day getting ready for the stall and run-in structure. Gravel is coming today I think. This is starting to feel real! Horses will be here soon.
I hope I can get to a meeting tonight. I think I need it. I don't drive (DUI) and I live in the country so making it to meetings can be tough. But so far I've been managing fairly with ... with a lot of help from other AA members.
Hope everyone has a sober day.