Thanks for sharing with me Sugar.
My wonderful wife is sometimes around and I can't let her see me on this forum.
How I hid this for so long is beyond me.
She's very sharp (and Latin) and so is pretty good at smelling things out.
Several times she asked some questions about $$$ and why I was going to a certain country every week.
Please keep posting. I actually still feel sick. It comes in waves and right now it's that cruddy feeling of W/D.
No desire to use though. If I found any of my hidden stashes I would flush them.
You sound sooo much better though. Hope you sleep tonight. It has been very hard for me too.
Keep writing kiddo.