How f+cked up I am to alone on my Birthday.
Oh man, I am losing it! Crying like a baby....I HATE this.
No kids, friends, - usually there is a count down to midnight.
nothing....me sitting at my desk typing
I got rid of ALL booze today knowing this was going to be something..not sure how I was going to react. Now I know
God it's going to be a rough night.
Snarly